Life is very interesting. The past 24 hours have been most unusual. I try to do what's right, yet sometimes I try so hard that instead of making things better, I end up making them worse. Add to that my tendency to merely shove aside issues, not address them, and let them fester until they because 10x worse than what they ever should have been. I'm sick of being the person I am. I want to be the person that everyone expects me to be. I try, yet usually fail to please everyone. I know it's a childish dream and unrealistic to make everyone happy, but I want to know that those who are most important in my life, those who I am closest with, are those that don't have to worry.

Who am I to talk about worrying though? I'm the one who practically invented the damn thing!